Tim Cloudsley
Nationality: Reino Unido
Email: timcloudsley@yahoo.co.uk
Embark on fun-filled journeys to places that exist only in fiction..
Nationality: Reino Unido
Email: timcloudsley@yahoo.co.uk
DREAM TO THE SOUTH
Whispering in levels of wondered air,
Wandering through stars of dreaming time,
Flying in oceans of magic perfume -
Call to the drug of trancéd love;
Breathing the atman of all eternity`s joy,
Joining with the world in ecstasy,
Sweet is that endless hope in love;
The soaring spirit happy eternally.
I dreamt into the flying vistas of cosmic truth
And I saw within and beneath the melancholy of all love and hope,
I knew the entrance into uncracked harmony and love
Was open for the mind of blinding light.
Seeing the world sprinkled in gleaming flame
The dream is real flowing into glorious touch,
Courage is sniffed in the air like certainty
Of love and beauty, smiling eternally.
The Origin is brought right into the Here and Now,
And Divinity glows in all the earth and sky,-
There is no more possible, nothing less, nothing else,
All shimmering reality is on fire with Love
Flaring up again from the inner flame -
Again and again the perfect patterns of sparks
Burst from the innermost centre of creation
In poetry and music and all strange certainty
Towering in spirals of accelerating explosion
In multitudes of multicoloured flowers and rainbows
Bursting as expanding fireworks in beauty
Colouring and rounding and swirling and pouring,
Filling the universe`s vaults with star-insane skies,
Expanding in sounds of infinite orchestras.
Show not hubris as you live
In great immensity of unrestrainable dream:
Give well even as you take happily
And karma will not whack you down;
Be generous though know when to hold your own
When the honey bee becomes the black spider
When the honey turns into the fevered trap
And the thorns and fangs expose themselves
In the luxury which somehow has to survive
Within limited sun and water and nutrients
No matter how great their quantities be,
And as the Amazon perfumes knock out your senses.
Have we lived on this earth half a million years
Howling and eating food with rituals and burying
Dead people and animals, and waited eons
For the occasional divine brilliance of Tu Fu or Mozart:
How mad are we, how we need courage -
Masculine conquering love, and desire
To penetrate and fertilize and explode within
The succulent, voluptuous, erotically
Beautiful female: ah! the gods and goddesses
Are within us, celebrated in shamans’ flights
And visions, and in cosmic art
Of the greatest poets and musicians and painters
Firing into the unknown, and shining light
Where it has never been before, allowing vision
For all humanity, opening the abysses and heavens
To understanding, allowing perception
Of new possibilities, new loves, new hope,
In the fire of never-ending growth and new
Utopian dream: this is the cosmic truth
That floats upon the oceans of poetic dream,
That flames from volcanoes of divine spirit,
That is suppressed, forgotten, distrusted, ignored,
Feared, distorted, killed, lost sight of
In the visionless world of de-eroticized life
In the modern commercial blind alley
That awaits reawakening as surely as a cloud
Black with thunder and rain awaits its storm
Or a giant bright jungle flower
Waits to burst its colours and perfumes
Upon expansion of dream and sexual Energy.
Firing to the heavens of celestial light,
Or diving to the torments of dark subterranean hells,
Flying in the widest spheres of bright
Starry light or mad flames of night,
Explosion of the cosmic force of love,
Sexual union of all regenerating life,
Force of eonic galactic matter
Rising to life and thought and love
And art - compressed truth of the universe -
That burns as a billion seas of balm,
Flowing in and through and around the pained
And suffering soul and wounded psyche,
The spirit sunk into dust and chaos,
The soul broken and fragmented and dispersed
In fear, until its terror of life
Makes it hate all, and yearn oblivion -
Sinking and merging into the homogeneity:
Until the saturating oceans of love
Have brought eternal fire to the inner heart
And assuaged agony, redeemed chaos,
Allowed some glimpse of the real motions
Of the heavens, the heart, the mind, the world
Of humanity and nature, the circulating blood
Of the planet, sun, the sound of hope
In music and poetry, and all divine beauty,
That sings everywhere for the opened senses
Of enflamed passion and purest ecstasy.
The stars scratching down your back
In magic crystal dark night
Of love moods, are wild as fires
In the deep heart that boils.
I love to be with those who love
Justice and art and music and truth
In philosophy, and are like bathing babies
Skinless in ecstasy of truth like honey,
Part of the surging from Imagination`s fount
Into the crystal air with universal love
And poetry of life in sensuality
Of art and nature and erotic dream.
For him who can dream, the world is open
Though he grate along the ocean gravel,
Grovelling long tunnels of evil, dark, cold
Pain between: yet he then flies,
Fire flaming through the night,
Glory rising with diaphanous wings
And invisible diamond, soft and weightless
Like music of divine spirit`s beauty
Drawing the soul into the World-Spirit
Of love and hope, and adventure beckons
Him who can dream and bravely tap
At the voluptuous door into ecstasy.
Ripped apart by the first chord of Don Giovanni,
Summoned to extremity with the horn in Bruckner`s Ninth,
Der Abschied of Bruckner, Mahler, or Richard Strauss -
So strange to be so absolutely beautiful
Yet haunted with melancholy agony
Suffused with inconceivable, inexplicable mystery -
Subtlety so infinite, the door opened into intensity,
Emotions so vast you could never see their seas,
Death surpassed in transcendence of the brain -
Cosmic, eternal, ethereal, extraordinary -
Crystals of dewy thought woven by magic,
Sound in the planetary harmonies of the spheres,
Celestial divinity of Dantean perfection:
I return to that horn in Bruckner`s Ninth.
Rising with the boiling blood,
Vision allowing revelation,
Intuition deciding what to do,
Gentleness letting the Tao be strong
In its passage, streaming
And taking you along the way it must go,
Riding the waves you cannot dictate,
Moving on the crests whose peculiar beauty
You can shape to finality, but not create
From nothing: ah, to have courage
Is not to be arrogant or proud.
In crystal music softness trance
Naivety babyish sweet dream
Young unknowing innocence
Vulnerable, needing to become wild
Fearful temptation leap shudder
Stamping to express oneself
Jimi Hendrix from the South
Wild flinging burning notes
Eating from the chipped guts
Flying winds of diamond fires.
Fool I go knowing death
Leap to the light knowing bright
Sun repeating season life
Expurgating illness in new harvest
Bring millenial Inca return
Rising up, wipe out oppression
Andean visionary millenial hope.
To they who know how to love,
To them who give without counting effects
And are therefore so full of bounty;
You who have as your deep secret
Not to be envious of others` pleasure
And can laugh at others` approbation
As somehow you do not need to compete
On the petty planes; enjoy being friendly
To all: that is the brightest jewel.
Light rain sweet dream
Torrential forest rain equatorial
Amazon dreams in huge moon
Silver revolving soft moon
Rain female smiling dream
Deluge rain washing doubt
Rain dream in afternoon
Iquiteñas dreaming rain.
And then open that fount that wants to spurt
Cosmic, erotic, animal, and spiritual Energy -
Blocked by the laws and rules,
The Morality and imbecilic rationality
Of Western Christianity, Mechanism, Feminism, -
Death in its many variations:
Give us life in spontaneous, unjudging desire,
Beauty that flows in inspired directions,
That knows no obstacles in ideologies
Nor preconceptions about Morality
Nor death-filled values about priority
Of different modes of human being,
And knows there is no one answer
To anything, and that no one person
Knows everything - everything being something that cannot be known;
And life and love are magic, enigmatic
Strangeness, and are always changing
Colour and shade in shimmering lights
Upon the Amazon, cast by the burning moon.
The sun exploding in its blood
ln the sunset at Belen,
Grand concourse of emotions
Whose intensity is quiet
As a canoer`s oar on the flat river
Turning black with deep sunset,
Like oil supplying the cosmic fire
Of the sun`s burst before going down.
The love that fires the universe,
That makes the link between all humans
Of sacred value, asking to be
In accord with universal values
Of truth and justice, - this is the basis
Of all philosophy of life.
The love of all mankind must be
A bit tough, as human beings
Are not perfect, and disillusion
Comes after false expectation;
And so admit all your faults,
And accept the inadequacies of human nature,
And realize the world could never be perfect
According to abstract ideologies,
Though starvation and extreme poverty
Could be eradicated in reality.
Falling into an emotion so extreme
Like an abyss intense in unfathomability -
Devoid of support, clues, hints, or reminders,-
The unknown darkness that blows your mind
With no recognizable structure as you fly or fall
In love, with dread and absolute ecstasy
Of desire requited unbelievably.
Desire flaming into dark juices,
Soft satisfaction streaming into caves,
Looking back to paradise, innocence, desire satisfied
Without thought, blazing in eternal joy.
It`s not so much that I come here to discover who I am,
It`s that I come here to find out I don`t know who I am,
And that I am capable of infinite self-inventions
Once jumped into a void of world-unknowing,
Once rolling in adventure, unknown and unidentified,
Finding I can be so many personages,
Like becoming imagined ancestors or old heroes;-
So much I can be with all my different moods
Interacting and harmonizing with open worlds,
Dreaming and becoming projections of my dreams,
Dreaming and playing roles invented in dream.
As if yearning for some blood of an earlier life,
As if the inexpressible feeling for this star and the moon
Hanging so clearly in the extraordinary dusk sky
Of the Peruvian Amazon, reminds of all Intensity of being, all that should be lived
To the hilt of its juice as of jungle fruit,
All that should be felt, loved, drunk, touched;
Ah you know it here, in the red sunset sky.
Warmth of soul that brings next
Exquisite sadness through enantiodromia,
Rare intensity of feeling in extraordinary beauty
Among hospitality and kind friendliness
Of Yaminahua families: so at home
And at ease I feel, I wonder why
Five thousand miles and grim footsores
I need before the aura and its Source
Can seem to coalesce, miraculously.
She walks in beauty, like the night
And stars crowd around her hair
Dark as space framing her face
Of loveliness and soft smiles,
Her luscious lips as red as fruit,
Her eyes sparkling, laughing bright,
All heaven in her joy, her wonder
Exceeding the deepest miracle,
Her beauty devastating sense
As she talks and smiles and beams out love.
Mingling merging into sun, eternity,
Striving through frustration to reach peace, even
Keel of the soul, order of harmony
Spontaneous to rounded integration -
Effort sufficient to flow with life`s
Possibilities, but not burst at the seams
From happiness in over-urgent agitation:
Peace with levitation to higher dream.
Visions coming as the soul flies,
Answering questions of the seeking spirit,
As the search for love becomes real with a woman -
Soft, curved, round, sweet, and warm -
So metaphysics become concrete
In the visionary realm of shamanic flight.
In an enchanted grot, or free stream
Where trickling waters and dancing springs
Play with light in the interstices
Of palm leaves and tough lianas,
Singing insects and loud birds,
There you meet the native girl
Gently walking in a brook
That ripples and laps against her moist calves
And her dark hair reflects like trees
In the brown water, and soft splashes
Answer the heat of the afternoon,
And when you speak, she smiles long before
She answers, her laughter sounding infinitely more
Than words, and in that magic place
All myth and history happen.
Until I, walking in a trance in sun
Remember the union of all intention
Beneath the splinters, beyond the nerves
Of day`s exhaustion, into night`s long cave
In cool, soft, dreaming love,
Unity of emotions in diversity,
Coordination of strange different
Passions into singular burning sun.
Memories of her face on the river, beautiful,
Gold exploding sun over brown water,
Remind of journeys through confusing labyrinths
To simple truths against all cant:
Love and beauty are good, joy supreme
Is in happiness, warmth, friendliness,
Trying to help and make things work,
And in adventure, challenge, rising up
With holy erotic libido and wicked
Devil`s twinkle and yearning exploring
For more ecstasy, without hurting others;
This is possible - to let the fuse ignite
Into the burning veins and become all
You can dream;- arguments against
Are moral, repressive, and fail to grasp
That if squashed a snake becomes more dangerous,
And thus l know no guilt for being
A man, an animal, and a god in one
Life, but not all in equal measure
At the same moment; and amid all madness
I reach my arm as to a jungle fruit
Exploding in succulent beauty in the sun,
In thirst deep, toward human peace.
Satan rebel wild caprice
Imagination thirsting to stir things up
Be dangerous risk love life
Foment free thought stimulate desire
Succumb to temptation over dark edges of night
Get away with murder with a charming smile
Make love to the milk-maid and the queen
Daring immoral insolent disobedient
To all; and then under the stars -
Crazy, sublime, infinite, exquisite stars,
Melancholic, silent, music of the spheres,-
Embrace eternity in truth and love.
The whole forest is on fire with life
At dusk, the singing is as if
It were one gigantic orchestra
Of wild animal and plant sounds
Communicating with itself.
This boat is ploughing through the brown,
The surface looks like mud and hides
The depths of a strong, fast river,
The almost uninhabited Rio Mishagua,
Remote tributary to the swift Urubamba
That runs into the grand Ucayali
That feeds into the great Amazon
Before Iquitos. Birds and insects
Mingle their singing and their chanting
As the sun heightens, and the heat begins
To sizzle and fry in the opening morning
Again. The sky is blue,-
An open, intense, deep inane
Of loveliness to dream into,
Lying back in the slender bote
That rocks a little as it cuts the water
Under the power of the peque-peque
Motor, that grinds hour after hour
Through the fish-filled river and bird-flying air
Along the calm but vibrant Río Mishagua,
The river from whose headwaters the Nahua came
Nine years ago, in boats, to Sepagua,
And I saw them arrive. No clothes,
Many beads, not knowing metal nor how to fish
They came from remote interior forest
Where they had retreated under pressure
Of time;- only because they were ill
Or their fellows had died; so now, weak
And frightened they came, needing medicine
And accepting missionaries` help, which before
They had scorned, and had proudly shot
Only arrows and spears as reception presents
At any who entered their sacred territory
To hunt for wood, skins, or oil
Or to convert souls. And now I follow
In my boat with native Yaminahua friends,
The Nahua back to Serejal,
Their new community formed from the remnants
Of all their former groups, far up
The same Río Mishagua, far from noise
Of aeroplanes, mestizos, shops, motors,
Though now they have a radio
And work at finding mahogany;
How their traditions fare I will see
As we come upon their community.
Spirit of fire in the human heart
Flame of humanity in the universe
Alone yet at one with everything
Let peace reign among humanity.
I love life, the Yaminahua hunt,
We chug along the Río Mishagua,
The sun is hot, the insects bite
Like hell when we stop in the Amazon.
The Nahua girl in the boat by me
Is pretty, and smiles like a butterfly
Or an open flower, and I only know
Four or five words of her idioma.
Singing spells into the jungle night
Jungle jumping dancing cutting palms
Eat honey and into sexual digestion
Streams of magical spells enchanted
With dreams like moon slithering light
On the brown rippled river, sleeping tight
Ah with my Nahua and Yaminahua friends
We chant and sing and engender spells
To cure all that lives, spreading life
In the mental jungle everlasting bright.
My own memory traces are part of the universe,
Pieces of thread in the cosmic lineament,
Spots within infinity, glimpses of eternity,
Mixing with all other things like molecules in soup,
Like individual plants within the vast Amazon jungle,
Like one insect`s stridulation in the gigantic symphony
Of Amazonia. And they mingle with Yaminahua dreams
Of when they hunted without clothes
And only bows and arrows, and they wandered
From chacra to temporary chacra,
And summoned the spirits as they still do now
Under ayahuasca, in the wild forest
Where huge coloured birds fly
In the daytime, and where the moon burns
Silvery and white in quiet jungle night.
My pen is on fire like Chorro chanting,
The great curandero of the Yaminahua,
Who enters heights of intensity
Under ayahuasca, that I recognize
When the spirit takes me and whams me to
The stars, and all the forces of words and music
And spirit and libido and spontaneous insane
Creativity move you as if pulled by mountains
Or rivers or jaguars or desires for a woman
In flames of powerful spiralled colour, -
Flames of love and penetration,
Flames of desire to fly to the heavens,
Flames of desire to burst into other worlds.
I find the Origin, and I jump right in,
No gap is there between me and it,
No tint of melancholy at unbridgeable chasms,
No pain at beauty unattainable;
I am there, and I am in it,
I am a shaman, ayahuascero,
The spirits know it as I fly and chant,
As I blow and whisk magic spells around,
Flooded with visions of jungle poetry,
I am in the heart of rushing shivers.
Why do I have to come here to see straight,
To realize how much I can love what I do,
To feel clearly my destiny,
To know my luck, and my limitation,
To see what I create, and want to do,
To know whom I love, and that I love to love her,
To feel warm as with a kitten`s purr.
To leave the fires and billows of this world -
Beloved cursed jungle hell -
Paradise beauty love exhaustion,
Chanting Yaminahua and Nahua art
Of infinite wild free subtlety:
Here is life for as long as you can take it.
An atom of the Eternal, whose own smile
Unfolds itself, and knows itself divine,
Gleaming through all skies and tears or rain,
Turning to light all agony and pain,
Drenching all suffering with all-consuming love,
Discharging pity into every woeful cry,
Concerning itself for the wriggling worm or fly,
As for the mind of genius, the mightiest in philosophy;
Pleading for mercy, allowing sweet reason
Of the heart and soul of nature, and the cream of dreaming music,
Enter the miraculous, the sphere of immaculate dream,
Where the leaves and the grass are green, in divine reality,
Where the hope in the hopping fish, flopping on jungle brown
Rivers of fast-flowing speckling rippling sheen,
Turns from rain to sun, pelting poetry
Of the soul`s enantiodromia, eternal necessity.
And where the moon burns, inextinguishably beautiful,
Saturated in love, pelting with silvery beams
Of smiling moonshine, cool eternity
Killing the sense with passion, like perfume of wild petals
Eating the night light in hunger of silent howl
In supernatural lust, eager in strange light
Of the waxing or waning moon, slither or burning round
In reversal of music`s flow, time revolving backwards
As opposite perfume of spells, tranced in bewitched dance.
Poets and shamans need tough protection
For their visionary beauty, soft and bright –
Rare as the honeyed fruit of the jungle
Amid harsh spiky hard rough
Unthinking growth: life is hard
For all, but to preserve the seed
Of fragile vision and imagination
For later apparitions in lovely song
Is a schizoid destiny stamped in the soul
Of some, like a charmed curse,
Like love that reaches the highest stars
But also rips and burns the strings
Of the heart: tough, honoured fate.
Creators of miracles that cannot fail
To lift the soul from its howling confusion
To transcendent certainty and mystic calm,
Sudden understanding of the spherical truth
Within chaos, otherwise blocked
From vision by lower perceptions,
Petty emotions, familiar prejudices,
Or simply by the needs of ordinary urges
That must hold sway ordinarily,
Until their grey clouds clear,
Allowing the pristine heat and light
Of the sun to shower down in drenching
Brightness, flooding music of love.
Now we see the stars dripping in tears,
Life moving through its intense, deep pain
Mingled with beauty, the joy exploding
In fire of suns, thunderous in power.
Make love just one more time before we die,
Sleep a thousand eons of sexual night,
Fly to the moon on obsession`s carpet
Of magic rolling through all stars,
Dance to the sun in silent music`s madness,
This is where heaven keeps peace with restlessness,
The dream unfolds itself and knows itself divine,
Sirens sleep and arouse new hope
In the same song, and death reaps
Its harvest of flaring sparking knives,
Beauty spikes its rings of eternity.
No light suffices to see the dark,
Stars are pin-pricks, lost in the night,
Doubts make you plunge into the wine-dark waters,
Love arouses with its billion births,
Smacking death into pulverized fragments,
The slivers of stained glass, holy
Light in its myriad infinite colours
Dashed to unity, splendoured bright.
The fragments of partial one-sided colour
In life`s wobbling between extremes
Are trampled down to dust, the crystal glass
Breaking into the One, merged, unified White Light
Where all is united, no misunderstanding
Is possible due to partiality;—
Diffused into the brilliant, beautiful Wholeness,
The individual soul is a speck in a transcendent
Mosaic where all is joined to all,
All dances in harmony with all,
All is part of every other part,
And each sound joins the chord of Eternity.
Sweet singing love that opens up the sun,
Let dawn awake with pink and sweetest light,-
Soft flavour, gentle rest, peace in the inner core
As dreams wisp by, fleeting into day.
Dark passages of dim desire,
Nothing ever ends, but turns
Its colour, the boat slips on
In memory, or nightmare, or sweet bliss;
You stop where you didn`t know, and continue floating
When you thought the final cloud had burst
Its vengeance;- nothing stops,
Your mind alone invents distinctions
And dualities. Welcome love,
But know the flight bites through all perils
Known and unknown, predictable or unimaginable;
In a legendary microcosmic search for love,
The journey cannot be easy, not for long.
To be freed from desire as from the rack of life,
Liberating the Orphic soul for flight,
No more must union be through erotic love
With its inevitable pain, conflict, soul in agony.
No more must Brünnhilde be sprung from her ring of fire,
Later to be betrayed by the only man
Who can open her being to the fullness of love,
When he is lost and does not know who he is.
Now may communion be without guilt
Or tragedy, union not lead
To division then hatred and cold misunderstanding:
Thus have so many hoped of death,
Sleep, retreat, saintliness;
But still I ask
For erotic and spiritual oneness and unity
In life, not death; now, not then;
Hoping that happiness is real, not a shadow
Of that which lies beyond our life -
Which is a sleep and a forgetting, an eclipsing curse
Which cannot quench the absolute thirst
For that fire into which we yearn to leap:
Make life real wherever you can,
In spite of the pain, which is invincible.
With the sky held firm and high against the firmament,
The clouds floating by in a motion of inevitability
As if painted on invisible chariots of the day,
Smiling past in wisps of gold tassle
Entwined into their faces in expressions of the sun,
The freedom in inevitability is felt as all the world -
Cows, insects, people, trees, monkeys, and flowers -
All come out and blossom with movement or sound
Or smiles and laughter, bright colours, chatter.
And doubt and confusion give way to peace,
As you find it easy to smile with goodwill,
Without feeling all is emasculated, falsely giving in
To oppression or imposition from others, unjustly.
And the beauty of a smile wings its gorgeous
Way through the air like the music of a beautiful girI`s
Perfume and flowing hair and soft lips and loving
Prettiness - heaven incarnate on this earth.
There are times when the Divine Force
Enters you suddenly and without announcement
And without any effort or technique of invitation
Needed, and then you are brimmed to overflowing
In the divine honey of warm sweetness,
And a power shoots you far above the earth
From where all can be seen, dispassionately yet with passion -
Generously, lovingly, understandingly,
Seeing into the interior core of love,
And inspiration bubbles up within you like spiritual champagne,
And you are high with the gods and close to God,
In communion with the buried lamp that burns as the soul of the world.
And my life-blood pours, red and hot,
Flowing along the valleys of spiritual thought,
Down through all the tributaries of pain and loss,
into the grand river of my destiny,
Into the open sea of eternity.
And the spirit of love burns in sweet harmony,
And the flame of my crimson heart throws its gold
Into the abyss of darkness, the silent void
Of terror and cold eternity, shooting up the lights
Of liquid smiling painless bliss.
Thrilled in the ecstasies and agonies of love,
We fly to the ultimate mysteries,
Where all the structures of the mind and universe
Dissolve, and mad ecstasy takes over all perception,
And convulsions and eruptions of joy and pain
Spear through the air like volcanic fire,
Sparks and crackling bursts of intense flame
Pluming all labyrinths of music`s mind,
Spurting to every inter-categorical interstice in the universe,
Exploring unfixed shadows within the laws of power,
Sounds between the notes of apparent music,
Delights and designs where the mind devoid
Of Imagination`s fire sees nothing at all,
Where the being empty of divine Energy
Knows not the sparkling kisses of life,
The overflowing gorgeous lips of love,
The clasping embraces of sky and sea
Sleeping in each other`s arms, unheedingly,
Laughing as one body and one divine mind,
Infinite, beautiful, in Eternity.
Into wild dark regions of the soul
Must I explore, like the search for dream
In the exhausting Amazon,
The yearning after primordial art
Of sound, word, chant, hallucinogenic
Vision, the casting of entrancing or bewitching magic,
Transporting being to wild realms
Of other worlds, where magic rules
And ecstatic sensual dream of spirit
Prevails, as to erotic repetition
Of bewitching enchanting Obsession.
All the four functions of the psyche are aroused -
Emotions, lust, spirit, and mind -
Or feelings, sensual desire, intuition, and thought -
By love: thus is it a four-petalled fire,
A four-pronged fork pitching into hell,
As so easily it unbalances like a rocket that fires
With four jets, spiralling out of control
If one cuts out, or if their relative forces
Change. Death is invited,
Yet you never can abandon the dream
Of fourfold integrated love in happiness -
Harmony and power in the same constellation,
Peace and explosion in the same being.
Love for a woman leaves little trace
In the universe, as the spark from a rocket
Fizzles and fades into the infinite dark cold void
Leaving nothing in the tiny space
Where for an instant it was white-hot,
Except in one man`s memory, where it burns
Hard and forever, as long as he exists
Which is always, for as the soul slips
From individual life into the cosmic whole,
All memory is interwoven into an infinitely complex
Web of sea and fire and love.
The whirling wheel of sea and fire
Makes brimming calm slow spread
Of the spirit in breathing love and justice
And turning to the wild love of earth
And union of penetrating male and soft receiving
Female in love and dark moist
Joy and explosion of fertilization
And life expanding and hope growing
And from sun through air to earth the life
Participates in intoxication
As incantations to the sea
As native chanting to the spirits
Of the forest in luxuriant ecstasy.
